Reborn in Christ

Skipped class last saturday to quieten down myself - found a lovely spot in Ngee Ann which proved shelter from the brazing hot sun but i knew that whatever the circumstance, i had to focus my attention back to God. I'm glad that i finally got myself settled down. It feels good after being embroiled in senseless politics & fights these past year - i could never see what i was doing, why i was doing whatever i was doing - everytime i was thinking of something, another thought would come in and disrupt my train of thought, from temptations to annoyance - many came by to take away my already hazy vision.

On another note, I don't know if i really like her - there are times when i do and we share some chemistry & there are times when she just simply disappears into thin air - that as hard as i try to understand, nothing seems to break down the walls. Im quite confused by her actions. A mystery that has yet to be solved. She can be sweet and caring - but her elusiveness sometimes just simply...makes me wonder what's going on - if only she would share what's on her mind.

Otherwise, school's heating up - been skipping lectures to meet old acquaintances and finish my reports...the exams are right around the corner - with less than 3 weeks before the first one - it'll end by 12th November. Im really looking forward to that day...but i don't know what on earth im still studying about - but im still getting my results - which simply baffles me. The possibility of getting double of my last GPA result is a good possibility as of now.

23rd November looks like it will be a blast : the paintball field at Orchid Country Club has been set. Just awaiting for the shipment to arrive from the states - and just about everything will be set for the tournament.

Anyway i should get sleeping - having some stomach issues. First time this year.