Coming to Terms

I'm learning to come to terms with dealing with the fact that even with 'powers that be', contacts islandwide - some stuff are just simply out of human reach because it's humanly unreachable - its an issue that one has to face by oneself, whether it be NS or exams, or sickness. Trying as i might, i can't help a dear friend who's in need & in great pain. All I can do is hear out,encourage, be still & pray...but sometimes even simple things like this makes me feel inadequate...inadequate to help out in any other way. I do suppose i do get over-protective when my close ones get hurt & stuff..learning to let go & let God do his work. =\

Ok..im not pissed at my colleague for returning my well polished shoe back to me with mud, masking tape & water stains. Trying to apply being "anti-un-discriminating" learnt from sermon..bad english gone worse! HAHhaha Im really tired from talking on the phone last night.

Finally plucked up the courage to say...I DO...to her on saturday afternoon. haha...no in case u're wondering I decided to sign on the dotted line for a long distance programme. It'll be at least 3 weeks before i hear of any news from the school. *keeps eyes, fingers, nostrils, ears, toes crossed* hahah..u all get the picture. Bum-ed around that saturday evening playing with Asher & Co with Mag Blast while acting blur with Farand,Frankie and some other guys around.

Oh yes...people have been probing about my love life lately. I would like to say that it has been flourishing with cobwebs & creaking noises. Ha! It's amusing to find different people asking me the same questions for the past 6 weeks & saying i've got competition & that i don't mind seeing someone 4 years my junior. Hullo! Faints. Thank you all for your concern..though I say a lot of crap & don't appear grateful..but i really do appreciate all of u at the end of the day. =)

My dream has always been wanting to stablise myself in a career i like & form a sound finanical background first (thinking in this matter originates from the fact that i grew up with a single parent who was never really there.Dont wish to go down the same path as my parents did...) & complete my 'grooming to be a man after His Heart' program but apparently my fellow individuals insist i go for 'it', her probably sounds better cos' time's getting short & competition is stiff. grrr...

Jules' simple wishes for 2008/09

-Ripples CG to mulitply
-Youths in CG would rise up & play participative & active role in ministry
-complete degree programme
-Get my teeth straightened out (hello doctor..where's my appt? hee)
-Find out where He wants me to go
-Own an oRange Mini Cooper S! (the other chick in my life that purrs..hahaha..no its just a dream of the future if possible..i wonder if ill elope with my car over my wife..hahaha..whoops..shouldn't be saying such things =P)


Come to think of it...my wishes ain't that simple. =D